u leave mi a side its over 1 month and 4 days.. although sum days we stil gt contact.. stil gt sms or call.. but heart.. also not reali can better after end up .. actuali.. maybe sad is just because i m just one of ur Fren.. maybe ba.. cause i noe myself clearly tat i dun wan be ur fren ONLY.. u told mi alot things.. since tat day .. i become like.. i even myself also cannot trusted at all.. i duno why i wil become like tat.. 1 week go for kaunselor twice.. those kaunselor suggest mi to do sumthing.. bt it cant work at all.. bt i admit tat i wil be better after i went for it.. u told mi be4 de.. mayb til 1 day u tink tat u have sumthing to tell mi ..u wil tell.. i belive and i m waiting for.. reali de.. remember last year u told mi i wil chase others then wil put u a side.. bt at the end.. i m stil chasing u and finali we together again.. although just a short moment for just 1 month.. in these days.. its bring us alot happiness .. i admit tat i did a big mistake on it and cause til this ending.. i tried and apologize for it.. i noe curently u stil angry bout it.. bt i can swear.. its just reali a "COVER" for mi.. i can tell any1 about it.. i duno whether its too late or wat.. i duno and i scare.. i reali scare.. no matter anything happened.. when u nid to tok.. or u wana to share something with mi.. tell mi .. u noe mi de.. no matter wat time is it.. whether i m busy or not.. u r always 1st in my heart.. remember.. u r not alone..we promised each others be4.. we stil gt alot things ..bad or good.. we wil pass it together.. help each others.. although just sum simple words that u told mi.. it become not Simple at all.. cause u in my.. R not simple at all.. trust mi.. i wil stil waiting..be happy and smile.. remember.. care urself.. dun make urself cry again.. everything stil gt mi to face with u.. <3>