17/08/2009

Today when i gt ur message know tat u g to practice singing again.. my heart was.. wat a amazing news tat i gt.. know tat gt u to accompany mi for my dinner.. i woke up and preparing everythings ..we planned go tat "happy fruit Shop" for our dinner.. bt unluckyly.. its closed on monday.. we went to sumthing like gerai.. eat and tok for about 1 and a half hour.. just a short moment we ve been together.. bt for mi.. it was reali a big big happiness for mi.. thx ya <33 bt sadly .. i started worry you after u went back.. i scare ur dad saw mi.. i duno ur dad toking about mi or tat guy u said u meet at tat mamak.. i scare he beat u or do anything tat wil hurt u ..i scare T_T sorry.. i reali doesnt mean wil cause it on u..i hope tat can stay beside u always.. remember.. we promised each others be4.. " we nid to share everything together.. bad or gud.. we wil support each others anything anywhre" take care ..i love u<33

我只能低着头发呆,让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白,我把它当做个意外,但内心还想不开,因为我明白其实你都还在,我想起了你给我的感动,想起我们之间的温柔,我想起了我们第一次牵手,我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺,把你整个心都叫给我,当你离开的时候.我什么都没有,我可以当作已释怀
他对我也算关怀他看不出来,我知道这样不应该,在他身上找依赖,算不算是种出卖?我想起了你给我的感动,想起我们之间的温柔,越是没用力越是心痛.................当你离开的时候


一天过了一天,我们隔得太远太远,多在乎你到底懂不懂,你有没有对我一点点心动,爱我的话,给我回答,等待是我为你付出的代价,我只等你等你一句话,走太远 你走太远 你的回答 听不见,一天过了又一天...

happy birthday to XXX who birtday is on 8/7.. maybe u might duno i noe who u mean actuali.. gratz to him and tat he sure wil be love it so much.. actuali i should take sum time and consider .. whether wat u told mi was just a lie or just one way for u to make urself feel better.. i m dam confuse about it.. its tat true from ur heart or? i duno.. i scare i cant stand anymorre....

u leave mi a side its over 1 month and 4 days.. although sum days we stil gt contact.. stil gt sms or call.. but heart.. also not reali can better after end up .. actuali.. maybe sad is just because i m just one of ur Fren.. maybe ba.. cause i noe myself clearly tat i dun wan be ur fren ONLY.. u told mi alot things.. since tat day .. i become like.. i even myself also cannot trusted at all.. i duno why i wil become like tat.. 1 week go for kaunselor twice.. those kaunselor suggest mi to do sumthing.. bt it cant work at all.. bt i admit tat i wil be better after i went for it.. u told mi be4 de.. mayb til 1 day u tink tat u have sumthing to tell mi ..u wil tell.. i belive and i m waiting for.. reali de.. remember last year u told mi i wil chase others then wil put u a side.. bt at the end.. i m stil chasing u and finali we together again.. although just a short moment for just 1 month.. in these days.. its bring us alot happiness .. i admit tat i did a big mistake on it and cause til this ending.. i tried and apologize for it.. i noe curently u stil angry bout it.. bt i can swear.. its just reali a "COVER" for mi.. i can tell any1 about it.. i duno whether its too late or wat.. i duno and i scare.. i reali scare.. no matter anything happened.. when u nid to tok.. or u wana to share something with mi.. tell mi .. u noe mi de.. no matter wat time is it.. whether i m busy or not.. u r always 1st in my heart.. remember.. u r not alone..we promised each others be4.. we stil gt alot things ..bad or good.. we wil pass it together.. help each others.. although just sum simple words that u told mi.. it become not Simple at all.. cause u in my.. R not simple at all.. trust mi.. i wil stil waiting..be happy and smile.. remember.. care urself.. dun make urself cry again.. everything stil gt mi to face with u.. <3>