Why cant i just let ya go ?

We long time never talk in phone.. less sms .. i not dare to sms you.. because that day.. u told mi that.. u also not sure whether yourself alraedy give up on me anot.. even u said u just not sure.. i duno why.. felt tat my heart was blooding.. i can feel da pain.. feel da hurt.. i scare to message you.. everyday day holding my phone.. wana to sms or call you.. bt duno y i cant do it.. duno my guess correct anot.. u sure think tat.. i give up on u le.. bt i never.. cause.. my promised on ya.. will alaways available..uur exam coming soon.. i stil remember last tim we together.. once reached exam month u sure 180'c change de.. bt because of mi.. u changed alot.. i can feel it.. thanks er..dun wan think back last time le.. later u cant concentrade on ur exam.. i stupid.. not good in studies.. if u meet up any question i also duno how help or answer u.. i felt useless.. sorry er.. nowadays work.. even though i noe SPM is coming on next month. duno because of wat. reali not in mud to studu bout it.. long time never sent u those long message.. maybe old le ba.. bt this 2 weeks.. really quite stressed.. be4 tat i called u in midnight.. i heard yr blur voice.. even just for some or few minutes.. bt in da moment ..i reali can smile and talk like normal.. duno y.. i know tat i can do whatever just for you.. dun tell mi u r not worth to make mi do so.. ITS WORTH.. just because its you...if u felt stress or tired.. take more rest.. okie?

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